Deactivated my facebook

I deleted it a couple weeks ago because I was annoyed. Got back on today and it’s the same old thing, so i deleted it again. I wonder what’s wrong with me? Maybe I’m annoyed that I see other people enjoying themselves and everyday for the most part, I’m stuck inside. I know it’s my fault for staying in but I think I’m annoyed that whenever I’ve tried making friends, I seem to pick the worse ones to befriend. The ones that are all nice to your face, then turn around and talk bad about you to other people. I see a lot of my friends complain both off and online about how much they can’t stand so-n-so, yet I’ll see pictures of them hanging out together EVERY WEEKEND, then only to hear them complain/make fun of how they can’t stand them…still. I don’t know what it is. I’d love to branch out and meet new people, but it seems like…where do I even start? I’ve been there done that with the people here on this base, and most I’ve met are just ridiculous. I miss my friends from Iowa. I miss being able to find people with a common interest or just finding laid back people. One of the reason’s I was hoping to move in May was to experience a different environment and people. Part of me sort of wishes I had that freedom back like I use to. I feel like I settled down too early in my life, part of it I didn’t even want to but basically, things just rolled out to be the way it is now. I really don’t know. I wish I was closer to Hannah. I know for the most part she’s been in the same kind of situation. At least if I was closer, we’d have each other. She’s been my best friend since 7th grade.



I started my History class, and with my luck I still have to use the Chicago style formatting. I don’t know how to use that. At all. I guess tonight I’ll log in a post and whatnot. I’m really hoping this class doesn’t give me anxiety. I waited until January to have any serious classes so I could enjoy the holidays. well, now that it’s over, there’s work. My supervisor is REALLY pissed because of what Sgt Anderson did. She’s been going over all of her work (the stuff my supervisor took home to work on) and changed everything, dropped it all off and told her to fix it while she’s on her week break. There’s a lot of shit she’s been doing that’s annoying everybody…slowly I guess. Anyways, when she’s pissed, she makes the day alone…a bad mood day. I really don’t want to be there right now and my lunch break is over 🙁