Oldschool Nerd Ramblings

I am failing my science class. I am fully aware this doesn't affect anything but my GPA...basically I can retake the class and not have to pay any money back, but I'm frustrated because I only picked this class because it was available on campus right after work and a lab was involved. The teacher is nice but I cannot keep up with her teaching methods on top of this class is mainly for people who plan on taking Chemistry or pursuing a degree in Science. Not what I'm doing, all I'm getting is a communications degree. So, I wrap around being frustrated again. I don't want to sit in class for 2 hours for a lecture she's zooming through and I don't want to sit another 2 hours in a lab that I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. I thought I could salvage my grade but I've missed enough time that it won't make a difference trying to make it up. Plus, the exams are the largest part of your grade and I've failed all of them so far. So now, I have to wait until Fall to retake a different science class. Really frustrated overall. I didn't even go to lab tonight. I went to get french fries (of all fucking things, of course) got gas, then got some tea. Now i'm sitting in my driveway because I don't want to walk in the house just yet just to be asked "Why aRe yOu HomE so EarLY??" so I'll sit out here.

I never got my II collection of Gundam Seed. The seller never shipped my item?? No clue why it took so long, there's no excuse for it not to be sent out by the 3rd day. Mercari refunded me only because the seller never responded. I should've known it was a red flag because the listing had a blurry photo. Almost like the guy threw the dvd set and took a quick photo of it flying. I could barely make it out but still bought it anyway. Lesson learned. In the meantime waiting for this asshole to ship, another collection edition went on ebay and gone in a couple days that cost way less. ughh

I did manage to get a copy of Ace Attorney Investigations without paying half a leg for it. It sucks the DS store shut down because now most people are trying to sell certain DS games at astronomical prices. Wtf....Hopefully the copy I bought wasn't from a scammer. Otherwise, the "cheapest" copies run around $60-70 which is ridiculous. My Edgeworth Sanei plush came in! And usps said the FF7 collection with Tifa and Barret made it but I don't have my mail key. I know I could just go inside and grab it but I'm still gonna wait it out. I am pathetic lmaoo

Mad about the weekend flying by. I swear!!! I remember putting my shoes away and going to lie in my bed for a few minutes and next thing I know, I'm looking up at the clock while writing my paper on Sunday pissed off I wasted the weekend. We didn't go anywhere, just stayed inside. Wasted a perfectly good day because the weather has been looking much nicer and I want to go to a nice park, Denver, something!! Also just plain pissy about people driving in trucks who are absolute psychopaths. It seems every asshole drives a truck and deliberately tailgates, speeds like hell, or whips in and out of the lanes, with a complimenting flag or two of that old assshole trump they all worship. It looks stupid, it looks like a cult and tacky as hell having two giant ugly flags hanging off of the back of the truck. GDI

I think I've hit my time where I can go in the house now lmao. I still don't want to. I don't even want to go to work tomorrow. I just wanna sleeeeep! For some positivity for myself, since acquiring Edgeworth sanei, I'm on the lookout for Phoenix as he is the last one to complete my collection and I am right back at square one being frustrated finding him lol. I mean, when I was searching for Maya, it took a year until I had somebody willing to sell her to me but this was using a website that had people in Japan find items for you, like a personal proxy. I miss living in Japan because it was easier for me to look for stuff online and in person. I'll eventually get him, but now i'm going inside to go to bed lol

I’m not doing another financial aid form all because this school wants to be an asshole. Why the fuck am I filling out two of these things? I only need ONE for ONE school year until they figure out whether or not to give us back TA. . Because "As the selected academic year falls in both the 2012-2013 and 2013-2014 FAFSA award years, both FAFSAs are required to complete the financial aid application process." What the fucking…..I’ve never had to do that in the past…..This is entirely bullshit. I’ve never had to fill out two different FAFSA forms before…..ever. And I’m more than well aware it’s because of the school I’m going to. I’m so frustrated because of all of this. There was a much better process I had and now it’s gone. Holy shit…..It all becomes worse because I don’t know how to fill those things out. It was easier this year because the IRS keeps it on file from the current year and all you have to do is link it to your fafsa, but that’s it 🙁 it doesn’t keep the previous years, so I really don’t know if I’m filling the parts out correctly.



Ugh, but there’s always good news. I have my hotel and flight booked for Oahu and like any other trip I’ve taken, leading up to it has been tv shows or advertisements…something that brings up where I’m about to go (and I usually youtube it lol) I’m so excited but my mind has to be somewhere else for the next 6 months, otherwise I’ll get sick of it lol.