omfg its a lot
Jul. 29th, 2024 04:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
graffiti_marinaI had so much to say yesterday when I opened this page to draft but I ended up sleeping and some other shit, so of course I didn't write anything.
-Some of my purchases from Amazon JP didn't go through because of course they have fake listings. At least I get my money back. So that also means the Louis plush and Lacus Clyne Chara wasn't completed.
-Got through my classes and waited til the last minute to write the last two papers. Psychology is done and thank goodness it's an easy A. The paper project we had was a joke and we were able to turn all of our posts and quzies in super early. Org Comm was kind of the same except I have a paper due tonight and Sunday.
-Mom had to push back her visit but it was for the best cause she wouldn't of had enough time to stay let alone enjoy her visit.
-Vegas trip never happened. We ended up staying at our halfway point which was Moab,Utah. I mean, considering the trip was barely planned to begin with and it's summer with ridiculously hot temperatures in the 100s, I was okay staying in Moab. We had car issues with the splash shield dragging and some oil leaking. Both and us both panicked cause the it happened 3 different times and each time we stopped oil was leaking out and burned my husbands hand a little. It was pitch black by the time we made it into town and the only place that was open was Wendy's. We drove through, ordered and once we rolled up to the window the cashier said their credit card machine went down and we had to use cash. I SWEAR what a nightmare lol. (We got cash thou and went back to get our food). Thinking we'd have to turn around the next day or spend thousands my husband canceled the hotel room in Vegas thinking it would cost too much money to get the car fixed. Someone was able to come by and look at it and told us it was fine and that driving there should be okay, but be careful. But at this point, we had nothing planned and this was the second hotel room we had canceled. So we decided that since the town was pretty nice and we stayed at a really nice hotel with a cool pool, we spent a few days there instead. We went sight seeing at this dinosaur museum and had some nice pool days. Only part is the last night there, the power went out throughout the town and didn't come back on until 7 am. How freaky is that
-I have been broke af for the last 3 weeks it's fucking terrible. I can't even get gas. I paid Wed or Thurs. But realizing my purchases have been weighing me down and i'm gonna have to chill on buying things for a little while. I have 6 more payments left on Paypal and I'm slowly chipping away at my personal loan so I can start putting more money towards my card. I finally looked into getting help with it and got some. It'll be a long 4 years paying it off but the interest isn't insane like it is at the bank. Ready to be done paying it off and close it so I can move to somewhere else.
Finally, it's not like I hate my job but it's hitting me just how much I'm starting to dislike it. I don't want to continue doing the same job I've disliked doing in the past decade. Even going to school won't make a different but I'm considering looking into a trade. Working at a desk is unfulfilling and working around mil people even now is annoying. I don't care about award ceremonies, or mass training, or get togethers that don't have anything to do with what we're doing. Only difference is I'm not forced by rank, but forced by peers. I don't care about research awards!! I'm not going to quit and hoping I don't get fired, but I'm so over this. It's not fun or fufilling and I don't want to get to a point where I start hating coming in or the people around me.
-Some of my purchases from Amazon JP didn't go through because of course they have fake listings. At least I get my money back. So that also means the Louis plush and Lacus Clyne Chara wasn't completed.
-Got through my classes and waited til the last minute to write the last two papers. Psychology is done and thank goodness it's an easy A. The paper project we had was a joke and we were able to turn all of our posts and quzies in super early. Org Comm was kind of the same except I have a paper due tonight and Sunday.
-Mom had to push back her visit but it was for the best cause she wouldn't of had enough time to stay let alone enjoy her visit.
-Vegas trip never happened. We ended up staying at our halfway point which was Moab,Utah. I mean, considering the trip was barely planned to begin with and it's summer with ridiculously hot temperatures in the 100s, I was okay staying in Moab. We had car issues with the splash shield dragging and some oil leaking. Both and us both panicked cause the it happened 3 different times and each time we stopped oil was leaking out and burned my husbands hand a little. It was pitch black by the time we made it into town and the only place that was open was Wendy's. We drove through, ordered and once we rolled up to the window the cashier said their credit card machine went down and we had to use cash. I SWEAR what a nightmare lol. (We got cash thou and went back to get our food). Thinking we'd have to turn around the next day or spend thousands my husband canceled the hotel room in Vegas thinking it would cost too much money to get the car fixed. Someone was able to come by and look at it and told us it was fine and that driving there should be okay, but be careful. But at this point, we had nothing planned and this was the second hotel room we had canceled. So we decided that since the town was pretty nice and we stayed at a really nice hotel with a cool pool, we spent a few days there instead. We went sight seeing at this dinosaur museum and had some nice pool days. Only part is the last night there, the power went out throughout the town and didn't come back on until 7 am. How freaky is that
-I have been broke af for the last 3 weeks it's fucking terrible. I can't even get gas. I paid Wed or Thurs. But realizing my purchases have been weighing me down and i'm gonna have to chill on buying things for a little while. I have 6 more payments left on Paypal and I'm slowly chipping away at my personal loan so I can start putting more money towards my card. I finally looked into getting help with it and got some. It'll be a long 4 years paying it off but the interest isn't insane like it is at the bank. Ready to be done paying it off and close it so I can move to somewhere else.
Finally, it's not like I hate my job but it's hitting me just how much I'm starting to dislike it. I don't want to continue doing the same job I've disliked doing in the past decade. Even going to school won't make a different but I'm considering looking into a trade. Working at a desk is unfulfilling and working around mil people even now is annoying. I don't care about award ceremonies, or mass training, or get togethers that don't have anything to do with what we're doing. Only difference is I'm not forced by rank, but forced by peers. I don't care about research awards!! I'm not going to quit and hoping I don't get fired, but I'm so over this. It's not fun or fufilling and I don't want to get to a point where I start hating coming in or the people around me.
