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graffiti_marinaI’m glad that I was able to sleep in this morning. Go to the workout classes that I wanted to attend without a time limit on getting dressed again just do whatever I wanted today. Sucks that it’s Wed ALREADY. I hate that time is going by so fast. After I went to the gym, I took the dog with me to the dog park then picked up some stuff to make dinner. I couldn’t find any shoes I liked that fit me. I wish my feet were smaller. All of the heels I was finding were either open toed or too small. I have the ugliest toes in the world, so no thanks for those. There were these one heels that were pretty low, but when you have big feet like mine they’re always uncomfortable no matter what.
Now that I’m back, I’m bored as hell. Jayden stayed in SA because his grandparents wanted to keep him until we come back on Friday, I still wasn’t able to find anything I liked around here and I feel like I wasted gas going around shopping and going all the way out to the zoo to the park. I hate thinking about how Anita is leaving near the end of next month and how I’m still stuck here. I’m trying not to be bitter about it, but I can’t help it. I’ve been trying to move out of this place since I got here…and I’m still here. By April, we would be able to put in to move to another state, but I don’t want to do that. Even if it’s just once, I want to experience living in another country or at least visiting. I didn’t go through everything I have just to get screwed over and still live in the states. I want to travel and go places. I can’t complain because I have been, especially this year alone, but I do want to get out there and see something new. I don’t want to depend on this life to take me places because I know it won’t, that why I want to travel on my own to another country as a vacation. But when your spouse doesn’t want to do so and would rather wait…I mean, who’s time are we waiting on? Ugh i don’t know, I’m not making any sense. I’m just annoyed now and even more so because I still have homework to do that’s due Sunday because I took last week to play. fuckk
Now that I’m back, I’m bored as hell. Jayden stayed in SA because his grandparents wanted to keep him until we come back on Friday, I still wasn’t able to find anything I liked around here and I feel like I wasted gas going around shopping and going all the way out to the zoo to the park. I hate thinking about how Anita is leaving near the end of next month and how I’m still stuck here. I’m trying not to be bitter about it, but I can’t help it. I’ve been trying to move out of this place since I got here…and I’m still here. By April, we would be able to put in to move to another state, but I don’t want to do that. Even if it’s just once, I want to experience living in another country or at least visiting. I didn’t go through everything I have just to get screwed over and still live in the states. I want to travel and go places. I can’t complain because I have been, especially this year alone, but I do want to get out there and see something new. I don’t want to depend on this life to take me places because I know it won’t, that why I want to travel on my own to another country as a vacation. But when your spouse doesn’t want to do so and would rather wait…I mean, who’s time are we waiting on? Ugh i don’t know, I’m not making any sense. I’m just annoyed now and even more so because I still have homework to do that’s due Sunday because I took last week to play. fuckk
