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graffiti_marinaI am once again overdrafted 🤡
More news coming out that involve stupidity. So I need to focus on getting Human Luna ready for final sewing and keep drafting Sakura’s movie outfit. I found a kitten that I really wanted that was adopted. Then another, then another. I hate that there’s only only adoption place within 20 miles and everything else is in Denver which makes it harder to adopt because I can’t be there immediately. I’d need to plan a day to drive out there. Then everyone has to go because it’s required. So anyway, I know Petco/Petsmart has adoption days and some of the kittens are from the shelter or other places so I’m going to look out for that. The clerk from yesterday told me the next one is in mid Feb. I’d like to get another orange cat or one with pretty colors.
I have a lot to pay off and it’s only the 28th. I found Cid…… of all the times for this discovery I am broke broke. Like I can’t even partial pay or borrow money. God damnit. So there’s two things, I either get my bank deposit by tomorrow afternoon or Thursday. But I highly doubt he’ll even be there tomorrow or Thursday so I’m keeping my expectations super fucking low because it’d be my luck for it to be sold out.
I don’t want to work out today at all. I don’t want this man at home pressuring me for sex. I don’t want to sleep with someone who hyper fixates on tHe GaYs! whining like it’s the worst thing in the world instead of siding with someone who is racist, a rape apologist, sexually harasses women and trying to block anything that is safe and helpful to black and poc yet instead only helps white people.
I was just thinking about how they’re trying fear mongering into us. It’s been working and I know I shouldn’t let it put fear into me. One of the reasons why I know I shouldn’t skip the gym because it’s helping me stay productive and keeping my mind off of what’s causing me anxiety. I am so tired. This month isn’t even over yet.
More news coming out that involve stupidity. So I need to focus on getting Human Luna ready for final sewing and keep drafting Sakura’s movie outfit. I found a kitten that I really wanted that was adopted. Then another, then another. I hate that there’s only only adoption place within 20 miles and everything else is in Denver which makes it harder to adopt because I can’t be there immediately. I’d need to plan a day to drive out there. Then everyone has to go because it’s required. So anyway, I know Petco/Petsmart has adoption days and some of the kittens are from the shelter or other places so I’m going to look out for that. The clerk from yesterday told me the next one is in mid Feb. I’d like to get another orange cat or one with pretty colors.
I have a lot to pay off and it’s only the 28th. I found Cid…… of all the times for this discovery I am broke broke. Like I can’t even partial pay or borrow money. God damnit. So there’s two things, I either get my bank deposit by tomorrow afternoon or Thursday. But I highly doubt he’ll even be there tomorrow or Thursday so I’m keeping my expectations super fucking low because it’d be my luck for it to be sold out.
I don’t want to work out today at all. I don’t want this man at home pressuring me for sex. I don’t want to sleep with someone who hyper fixates on tHe GaYs! whining like it’s the worst thing in the world instead of siding with someone who is racist, a rape apologist, sexually harasses women and trying to block anything that is safe and helpful to black and poc yet instead only helps white people.
I was just thinking about how they’re trying fear mongering into us. It’s been working and I know I shouldn’t let it put fear into me. One of the reasons why I know I shouldn’t skip the gym because it’s helping me stay productive and keeping my mind off of what’s causing me anxiety. I am so tired. This month isn’t even over yet.
